‘So you don't know that you are going to marry Gautham?’ Shalini asked , who didn't open her
mouth till I finish my story.
‘No’
‘Are you
guys talking normally now?’
‘No, most of
the time we converse to argue only.’
After a long
pause,‘ Do you think mistake is on him only?’
‘No,mistake
was mine too. I shouldn't have hid it from him. But what he talked is wrong,tat
too in front of all. He should have believed me.’
She smiled
and said,‘ What ever it is, You guys got married now. Have to forget everything and start your new life with him.’
‘No, I cant.
Mistake is on him. I cant apologize to him. As I married him,I cant do it. Till
now he didn't even bother to console me.Now also scolding me only’
She smiled
and went back to her cabin. How she told me to start a new life? Its not at all
possible. I need to get divorce from him first.
Mobile
ringed. It was Gautham, but why he is calling me.
‘Hello’I
answered.
‘ Where are
you?’ He asked in rude tone.
‘ In office
only, where I will be at this time?’
‘Time is 6.
You asked me to come earlier, I dropped my work and came for you, but you are
still in office.What are you thinking about me?’ He asked angrily. I checked my
watch , yeah its 6. How long I have been telling the story. Today world war III
is awaiting in home for me. I didn't finish my office work also.
‘Hmmmm Ok,
Actually I cant come now, I have hell lot of work to do. So hmmmmmm…. sorry’
‘Do you
think I don’t have any job to do? You are really nuts. Its you who messaged me.
Within 30 mins you have to be here or I will come to your office and will ask
you to give introduction to everyone. Then you have to act like my wife. Is
that ok?’ He said normally.
How dare he
is? Warning me itself? I too will get chance to revenge him.He is still
stubborn. ’Alright I will come‘.I said and came out of the office. Tomorrow
have to come soon to finish the work.
I entered
home. He was eating chips and watching TV,I felt like beating him. Surely I
will beat him one day if he kept on does like this.
‘Hey, wanna
eat something?’ He asked with smiling face. I went inside to my room.
‘What is
your working hour?’He asked.
‘9 to 6’
‘Is there
any night shift? Are they providing cab?’He asked.Why this much caring
suddenly?
‘No,night
shift. Sometimes if work is more it may get late.Why asking ?’
‘Nothing, if
you come late then everyone will say Gautham’s wife coming to home late. I am
only responsible, right?’ He smirked.
‘Hey, what’s
your problem now? Why are you talking like this? Have you drunk?’
‘No no….I am
just saying the fact and I stopped my drinking and smoking habit too.’ He said
in serious tone.
He stopped
what? Drinking?How he changed like this? But who cares if he drink or smoke? I
don’t want to be with him.
‘You were
talking about divorce na, When I will be getting that?’I asked him.
‘
Divorce??’He smiled ‘My sister is going to get married soon. If I get divorce
now it will affect my family.’
He married
for his grandma and now for his sister I need to live with him for one year. No
I cant do this!
‘I cant live
with you for one year.’
‘I cant give
now…. that’s all.’ He went to his room.
One year!!
I’m really scared as I am being close with him. Though I hate him completely there is a little part inside my heart still loving him and I don’t know how
dominant it is. What happens if I fall for him again? No, I don’t want to
repeat the
mistake. I cant ask sorry to him but if I am with him surely one day my mind
will change. Oh god, please I want to get divorce from him soon.
‘Hey’ He
interrupted
‘What’
‘I forgot to
buy groceries for cooking. So I am going to eat outside.’
‘Ok, bye.’
‘What you
going to do?’
‘ I am not
hungry.’ But actually I was hungry. Because of this idiot only I didn't eat my
lunch also. How stubborn he is? He cant ask me to come for dinner? But why
should he ask me? Who am I to him? I shouldn't expect all these from him. Am I
changing? No, I am not. Being hungry is better than being with him.
‘I know
about you. You will get up in midnight and ask for food. Come now. I will be
waiting in the car.’ He said and went.
Has he ever
given me an option? Always ordering me. Because of this character only he didn't get any girl friend for three years. But for this character only I fell
for him. Some one has to teach him how to speak politely.
I got ready
and went near the car. I opened back door.
‘Hello,
madam, I am not driver for you.’
I slammed
the door and sat with him. First time sitting with him in car, alone. Morning
one lady was in this seat. We didn't talk anything till we reach the hotel. We
ordered our food.
‘ So …you
still eating noodles?’ he asked. He still remember that I love noodles.
‘Yeah’
‘I heard
that you rejected all the boys your dad saw for you and accepted me at last!’
‘You know
how I married you…then why asking!’
‘ General
knowledge’ he smiled.
‘Why you
stopped drinking? ’ How long he will be asking questions.
‘I don’t
like.’ He said angrily. For one question he is getting angry. How he was asking
me. Now its my turn.
‘You liked
it in college, what happened after that?’ I smiled.
‘Do you want
me to eat or not?’He asked. How he is shutting my mouth. Why I cant talk like
this. I am stupid. We didn't talk after that.
After some
time only I noticed him properly, he was looking damn handsome in his black
shirt. The candle light between us made him to look good. I was pleading my
eyes not to see him. But my eyes were adamant than me.
‘Why are you
staring at me?’ He asked.
‘Nothing’ I
turned my face. Here after I shouldn't come with him alone. His eyes mesmerizing me again. He became too good in these three years. I think he was so happy as I
was not with him. I only became lean and ugly by thinking about him.
‘You didn't touch the food yet’ he remembered me. I can touch the food only. I concentrated
on my food. Have to finish it soon.
After I’m done,
I sat in my seat. I was seeing outside. He stopped the car.
‘What
happened?’ I asked.
‘I
think,accident.’
A known fear
rose inside me. I’m afraid about accident, dead bodies, blood……. He was slowly
crossing the accident spot as there was huge traffic. I controlled to not to
see it. But I saw. One person with full of blood and completely messed up. God!
tears started to roll down my cheeks. He asked me to lie down. But I already
saw. He drove fast to home. While driving he talked about many things to divert
me. But I was grief-stricken completely.
I came home
and washed my face. Kept alarm and leaned on bed. That scene only in front of
my eyes. I was very afraid to sleep alone. “Surely that person’s family will
feel for his loss. How much blood he lost? He could have drive carefully. How
his family will suffer” thought was flooding inside my mind.
On that
night I couldn't sleep properly. At one point I woke up by nightmare. I was fully wet by my sweat. I took my mobile to see the time. Its 1’O clock, I got
five msgs, all from Gautham.
‘ Are you ok
now?’
‘Don’t think
about it, try to sleep’
‘Pray to god
and sleep.’
‘Have you
slept?’
‘Ok, good
night. Sleep well.’
After a
loooooooooong time I smiled by seeing his msg.
‘Good
night.’ I replied him.
‘You didn't sleep yet’ He replied back.
‘I slept,
but got up by nightmare. What you doing?’
‘ I am
reading book. Don’t you feel sleepy?’
Reading
books? When he started this new hobby?
‘ No, I was
filled with that thoughts’. I replied him back. He didn't reply for long time
then texted me.
‘Shall I
come to your room?’
I was
staring at that msg for long time. I don’t know why he sent this msg.
What shall I
reply him???
YES or NO…..
YES
NO
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